Lonely... I'm so lonely...

I don't really know how they do it... really.

Army wives. Military wives.

It's not that easy... my blogging friends.

Gary left for 72 days and he'll be back at the end of October and it does get lonely. I got some more channels on my cable coz I thought they would help me be a little less lonely, but that's not happening. I'm spending more $ and not really getting what I want. I'm far away from my friends, and my family, and it really sucks.

Even though I'm only 4 hours away from New York, it's really hard to go down there as I never know whether I'll be welcomed to the place I'm going. My in-laws have never called me to wonder how I am, or just to ask if I'm ok... if I need something.

I'll see Gary on Labor day, but I haven't seen him since last week. For many people is like nothing... Oh he's gone for 2 1/2 months. But if I add those 2 1/2 months plus the 10 days, plus the 16 days, plus the 2 1/2 months plus 45 days it's A LOT OF TIME w/o him. I understand it's his job, and everything, but it gets lonely when all my friends live so far away from me, and there's no much life in this part of the State.

Oh well...

Life.