i (heart) nicole

Nicole & Ryan talk a lot with me. We have 1/2 hour breakfast every day, and while we sit and eat we chit-chat about a bunch of things.
The first conversation happened on Tuesday morning. I had a tough night and I almost fall off my bed. It looked as if a tornado had come over my bed. It looked very funny...

Dreams
n. I dreamed about you last night.
N. did you?
n. yeah.
N. what did you dream about?
n. i dreamed that you and I were on a rollercoaster.
N. really?
n. yeah.
N. oh cool.
n. i moved during the night.
N. i moved too.
n. no, but i moved all around my bed and when i woke up i was in a different side.
N. so we were both moving last night coz I almost fell off the bed...
n. you're silly Noel.
N. you're sillier... you dreamed about us in a rollercoaster.
n. Yeah i know...

This conversation happened today while I was getting Nicole ready to go to ballet.

n. when is my ballet recital?
N. i think it's in June.
n. what would happen if my ballet recital is on your bday?
N. i dont think it's gonna be on my bday coz it's in June. My bday is in May.
n. but what if they do it on your bday?
(i'm going away on my bday as it lands on a Sat)
N. well... i dont think that's gonna happen.
n. if the ballet recital is on your bday are you gonna go?
N. if the ballet recital is on my bday, i'm gonna go and tell them to move it to another day so that I can go see you dance.
n. that sounds like a good idea.

Nicole has been doing more PDA with me. She hugs me and comes and gives me kisses. She also draws pictures and I'm included in all the 'family' pictures. Everywhere she is (and I go with them) she looks for me to get my approval or just to see me do thumbs up or a smile.

It's gonna be hard to leave. Not only for me, but also for her....