TRECE - 13 - THIRTEEN

7 years ago i had an accident.
a piece of glass got into my right hand middle finger.
i went to the ER and the doctor found a piece as big as my pinky finger nail. he 'removed' the glass which left me with 3 stitches.
However, every winter my middle finger hurts like hell and it bleeds where the glass was. not the stitches... but the side where the glass came in.
I'm pretty sure.
No.
I'm COMPLETELY sure there's still a piece of glass in there. coz every winter is the same story...
I'll sue the doctor. :)

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ryan came into my room -again- this morning. he came with company though.

r. (very softly) she's still sleeping nikki.
n. ryan, you have to knock the door...
r. why is it music in here?
n. ryan, come that i show you.
(ryan knocks the door while the door is open)
n. no ryan. you close the door and then you knock
(nicole closes the door)
n. see? now the door is closed. you can knock it.
r. knock knock knock
N. nobody is here!
r&n. noelllllllllllllllllll wake up! it's 7am! mommy is taking daddy to the train station... blah blah blah blah (while ryan jumps in my bed)

it's not funny, but because it's friday and my BFF is coming to NY, i'm just gonna be ok with it.
I'm not ok with cleaning outside in this fucking weather, but oh well... it's my job.

thirteen days
less than 2 weeks.
i'll see my brother in 13 days.
may be ya'll think this is so stupid and ridiculous to be counting the days, but when you havent seen your brother in 7 years, 13 days is nothing... but it's a lot at the same time.
I'm very anxious. that's correct. :)
VERY


15 hours
to see my best friend :)
so so so so so cool!!!

1 day ...
to go to NEW JERSEY!!!!