Fears...

Since I held the twins in my arms for the 1st time Sept 2000 I started to develop this fear I wont be able to have kids.
I've been having a very sharp pain on my left groin for over 2 weeks. So I decided to go to the doctor to see what's going on there. I'm 30 now so I realized it was about time to go and have all that checked.
The doc found everything ok, however I'm gonna have to have some other tests done coz there is something not right with my uterus. :(

I dont wanna get ahead of the things, but for over 7 years I've been afraid that I won't be able to have my own kids and if I find out that I will never get pregnant I'm gonna die.
My life wont be the same. that's for sure!

So pray everything is all right. :)