Are you my mother?

As of today, I'm 30 years, 5 days old.
I've taken care of 17 kids in the past 7 years.
When I was living in California I held those precious twins since they were 4 months old til they were 2 1/2 years old.
They were MY babies.
I always thought i would never love any other kid the way i loved the twins. so today when i was reading Tasha's blog i understood that feeling... the bond you have with the first one, those 1st moments you share with them and all that comes with the first one.
I still think about the twins and i cry - like i'm doing now. i loved those kids so much and they were my pride and joy. they werent mine, i know, but they were the 1st ones.
i'm very affectionate with all the kids i've taken care of, but my twins have a special place in my heart.
it's just so funny when they call you MOM and you're not their mom, but you're there for them as if their mommy was there.
today Ryan also said 'mom' to me... which was funny. S was here, but he still called me mom.
I love N&R but they're not my kids.

sometimes i wonder when my time is gonna come... but at the same time i'm happy i'm single with no kids and i can do whatever i want.
ok. the twins are back.
ya'll have a great day!
Noe