Discretion advised: lots of cursin'

i'm not broke, but fuck yes! i'm PISSED OFF! &

I

AM

SO

FUCKING

ANGRY

it's one of those days when i just hate my life, my job, everything.
this is the bad thing about being a live-in nanny - for that matter, the bad thing about living w/ people who are NOT your family and who dont give a shit about you.
this morning S's hubby (M) started screaming my name at 6.15am. it wasn't like a sweet way to wake up and he does that ALL the time.
i mean, fuck it. i'm not a slave here and i work for them, but that doesnt give them the freedom to treat me like that. what if i did that to them? making a lot of noise when i come back at 2am, or being a very 'wild' person when i'm not working.
i'm not like that. so why the fuck do they do that to me?
every morning is the same story... and i just HATE people screaming my name like i'm in a hospital in argentina where they yell your name instead of calling you nicely.
so Agata saw me @ school and she's like: where is your smile Noelia?
i'm like: what's so special about today that i have to smile????
to make things worse, Dina wedding video is lost in the cyberspace... :( and i fucking have to do that all over again. it doenst bother me, but i have to do it ALL OVER AGAIN and it took me so much time the first time.

but that's not all.
i lost my retainers. i dont know where they are. they're not in the place they always were when i took them off, and though i di vueltas toda mi pieza, i can't find them.
i'm so fucking tired of not remembering what i put my things, or placing them in places i can't remember. :(

so yes. my life is all fucked up today.

And these are some pictures from yesterday. they like taking pictures with my DC, so they took turns and the pictures came out pretty good. we were paiting and making a bday card for aunt sue. it came out Great!!! At least something is good in my life... these kids are very loving and nice -some times...

Nicole & me - picture by Ryan

Ryan & me - picture by Nicole

Some people have asked me about Ry's left eye. His muscle in the eye is kinda 'lazy' and that's why his left eye looks kinda funny. They're considering a cosmetic surgery just because of the social effects it could have on Ryan. He sees perfectly and has no problem at all with his eye. However, he protects that eye more than the right one.