Oops...

there is a saying that goes like 'if you dont have anything nice to say, don't say nothing at all' and i'm pretty good and not messing with the feelings i have toward certain topics. I'd rather cry and swear and kick doors than have a fight, or an arguement with someone.

this weekend, however, i didnt shup up.

though i didn't say it with spoken words my email was very harsh, i think.

after i pressed SEND i regretted it terribly, but the damage was done and there was no turning back to it. i did send a 'sorry' email explaining why i wrote what i wrote. but so far i havent gotten any response, and this person is not even talking to me on MSN which hurts my heart :( coz it's someone i really care about.

so anyway.

it was one of those days... when i just thought that i've kept my mouth shut long enough.