The pain of this moment

I Dnt know whether's PMS or the proximity of the end...

I find myself crying very so often...

I wish they would stop saying to me: 'guess who's gonna miss the twins????'

I will miss them.
They'll miss me.
So what's the point of saying that?

Leaving has never been easy for me. It's very painful. After 3 Years of taking care of them (and being around them 15 hours a day) is hard to think about not having them around anymore.
It does hurt and as much as I want to move in with Gary, it's painful to leave them.

~Sent from my iPhone~