Venting @ midnight

Some women are really stupid. they write stupid stuff and what bothers me the most is the amount of time they spend on the computer making videos/slideshows of STUPID THINGS that noone really cares about. This person I read has 25 blogs on its profile. TWENTY FIVE blogs. They all look the same to me and everytime I check the main one, I wonder how many hours does this person really work/take care of the children/take care of the house/reads the Bible/spend time with its spouse? Twenty five blogs. Tons of stupidity. ER doctors SUCK. I was reading Drea's blog on her visit to the ER and I realized that when I got into the ER on June 1st I was expecting George CLooney you know? Nice doctors... American doctors... All I got was this Indian doctor who told me I had a urinary infection and didn't want to do a CAT scan on me coz it was very clear to them I had a UTI. Guess what? The 2nd doctor, American, came and told me exactly the same thing. You have a UTI. Get the antibiotics, go home. 5 hours later I was in the hospital again. Another Indian doctor thought I had kidney stones, she asked for a CAT scan and 2 hours later I was in surgery getting my apendix removed by a Romanian doctor. I could have died. They let me go and I knew I had apendicitis. Why they didnt check that????? Being SDA (*) wont get anybody into Heaven. You're not more perfect than me, or more religious than me, or more 'saved' than me just because you're a SDA. Being married to a SDA guy/woman won't make your marriage happier, or holy, or peaceful or anything! Thanks God we can choose our friends. I love my friends. All of them. I love the ones who agree with me. The ones who don't. I love my religious friends. I love my non-Christian friends. I love the ones who are promiscous. I love the ones who have nothing in common with me. I love the ones who accept me as I am and those who don't. I just wish they knew there are things that are meant to NOT be said. I chose them to be my friends, no my parents. I have parents. Awesome parents. I do not need more. Saying 'I love you' in Spanish is extremely hard for me. I've said that phrase to 2 people in my entire life. One is dead. My mom told me that saying 'i love you' it's like smiling or breathing. Not for me. I love Gary. I love him deeply. But I can't say that phrase in Spanish to him. I feel that saying that in Spanish is like getting completely naked in front of the world. That I have nothing else that's mine. Eric Clapton is an awesome guitarrist. Wow. I've been chatting with a guy for like 2 years. He's always telling me he's this and that and he knows him, her and the president of France. Today, however, he got into very deep shit coz he talked about something that I know for sure is not right... and I played like I was so surprised. Like OMG! You actually know and speak with JBJ! If you EVER read this please know that JBJ is the manager of his own band, and they dont go asking fake people to be their sponsors. I FUCKING HATE MY FAN COZ IT MAKES TOO MUCH NOISE AND I CAN'T SLEEP! AND IT'S HOT! (*)SDA - Seventh-Day Adventist