I suck at goodbyes...

We left late for the airport and we ended up missing Gary's flight.
Good for me.
I got to stay ALONE with him for like 1/2 hour before coming back to my place.

I suck at goodbyes.
I didn't cry today, but It was a sad goodbye on my side.
He's going to Boston tomorrow morning and I will be w/o Gary for who knows how long.
I miss him and he's not even gone.
Anyway.
It sucks.