What a fucked up way to start 2008

well....
what to say about my life?

I went to the doctor on Friday morning and he told me my sonograms are fine, I have nothing.
There's not endometriosis.
So i had to pay him $200 just to hear that. I was SO upset. Not because I have nothing, but because I had to fucking pay him for those 15 minutes i was there.

Then, yesterday I crashed my car.
Yup.
My car looks like shit.
I look like shit.
Nothing happened to the other car. But my hood ended up on my windshield.
I cried.
Today, I'm bleeding.
I'll upload some pictures of my car later.

Allen was very nice helping me and shit.
I feel really bad.
It's one of those days when I really want to kill myself and stop living and blah blah blah.