i.dont.want.to.work

and i'm completely tired this morning, even though i slept about 5 hours.
a record for this week...
and no pills.

i got a new book
'the sum of all my days' by in spanish.
awesome book -
i read a lot last night (65 pages)
just trying to keep my goal of reading


i've made my bed for 3 days in a row
something to remark
coz i NEVER make my bed
i keep the whole house clean and organized
NOT MY ROOM
not lazy
i'm just tired when i'm dong working

going to have my sonogram done tomorrow
and going to the gym also
to check it out
to see if that's a good place

plenty of people making 'losing weight'
their NY's resolution

Lucas (younger brother)
didnt get hospitalized
saw a new doctor
he changed his medication
gave him appointment for new test
for 2/7

ok.
i'm going to work.
i dont want to, but i have to.

it's fucking cold in NY and I just wanna stay in my bed.
i can't.

have a great day everybody!