love actually

I've loved this guy for the past 2 1/2 years. i've cried, i've laughed, i've been angry, i've been sad, happy, and everything in between. but one thing is still the same:

I FUCKING LOVE THIS GUY.
every night before closing my eyes

i txt him: i love you...

and then i close my eyes and i go to sleep.
I have done bad things in my life, things i regret. things i dont really want to think/talk about. but there is ONE thing I want people to know about me:
I LOVE ALLEN
if i die tomorrow, which i doubt, someone please tell him i loved him. I loved him all this time and i still believe there is no other man on earth for me... but him.