diet update

So sorry to report I'm back to 181.6 which sucks big time.
:(

I'm so sad coz
a. i can't poop
b. i'm in a lot of pain
c. i can't drink coffee
d. i'm in a lot of pain
e. going to the bathroom is a 'pain in the ass' - take that LITERALLY.
f. i cant eat nuts anymore in my entire life

so basically, it sucks.
I'm on antibiotics... still in a lot of pain and trying to survive my horrible life as a nut-less person. not that i ate a lot, but i like them.

on a happy note:
I'M GOING TO NEW JERSEY!!!!!!!