If I die tomorrow...

... pls tell Allen how much I loved him
... tell him that my stomach was filled with butterflies every time his ringtone rang on my phone
... tell him how much i enjoyed his kisses
... tell him that when he was away I couldnt go to sleep because I was worried about him
... tell him that I had sparkles in my eyes everytime I spoke about him, I wrote about him, I thought about him

I love Allen.
I love every little thing that Allen is, that Allen does, that Allen says.
I'm in love with Allen.

I love tons of people, my family, my friends.
But I'm in love with Allen.

If I die tomorrow - or today - or in a week, or a month... I want people to tell him that I did love him. That I do love him.

I'm not killing myself. I just needed to say this to someone and all my friends are sleeping. I'd rather blog it.

אני מתגעגעת אלך
You're in my heart.
Noelia