Nicole

nicole is a piece of work.
when she's mad, she's mad. she's very opinionated about everything and she is very difficult sometimes.

this afternoon N&R went to art classes with mommy and on their way back something happened. i dont know what coz i wasnt there, but Nikki came into the house crying. she has this cute rounded face which is beautiful... and her cheeks were all red and she was crying and crying.
i hold her, i hugged her, i sat her in my lap and very softly i asked her: 'what happened Nikki? why are you crying?'
and she told me she was crying because she wanted to see Shrek and mommy had told her that it was too scary for her and she couldnt watch it.

now tears run down my cheek coz Nikki has never done that to me. She is always the one not letting me hug her, or kiss her, and today she came and let me hug her and 'kiss the tears away'.

so i fucking hate this coz i'm NOT her mom and i'm there for her... and at certain point i know her more than her mom knows her. you should have seen how happy she was to know we're going to Sesame Place this weekend with Andrea...