PISSED OFF

i'm not a violent person, i rarely get mad or upset (and show it) but today (and during the whole weekend) i just couldnt help it.

si hay algo que me calienta, ME RE CALIENTA de la gente, es esperar. if i tell you i'm gonna be there in 10 minutes, i'm there in 10 minutes. if you tell me you're coming to pick me up in 20 minutes, i'm gonna be ready for you to pick me up in 20 minutes. if you're late, whatever, but i'm ready you come on time or not.
So today i called this girl before leaving my house and i told her: i go pick you up in 10 minutes.
it takes me 15 minutes to get to her house.
i got to her house, i called her from my car (i was outside) and she said: i'm getting out right now.
10 minutes later i'm still waiting for her ...

fuck!
isnt my time valuable?
they know i'm not the kind of person who's gonna be waiting for them for hours, and if they didnt know that, now they do.
i gave her 20 minutes to get ready and she wasnt. so i left.

i'm tired of waiting for people. it gets on my nerves and it's one of my pet peeves.

I JUST FUCKING HATE THAT!!!!!!!!!
and i'm so so so so mad that i started crying and i have a huge headache.
something is wrong with me coz i've been like this since thursday - i know all the reasons but i dont understand why i'm reacting this way.

• i
• need
• a
• vacation
• ASAP

ya'll have a good night.