TGIF

the kids woke up at 6.30am this morning.
why doesnt she keep them in their beds til 7.30am or so? why do they have to bother me that early in the morning????????????
this is what i found out yesterday while surfing blogs:

A childcare provider is expected to be a superhuman mix of the Madonna and Mary Poppins, ever patient, loving, kind, always delighting in the sweetness of her charges. I don’t do such a bad job, all in all, and it’s far more likely the parents than the children who strain my sanity most days. But I’m here to tell you: It’s Not ALL Mary Poppins…

i'm not mary poppins, and i really dont believe such a person exists.
i just can't believe people pay you to raise their kids. because that's what i'm doing. i live in this house and i take care of the twins all day long. i'm the one teaching manners, good behaviour, morals...
but I'm TIRED! i'm tired of them.
you can see it's friday and by this time of the week i'm really tired of them, but at least this week i've changed something with Ryan. i just can't take the crying anymore so i started the 'choices' technique. it's working so far...
i really want my own kids. i'm tired of taking care of other people's kids.
and you know i dont have that much of a problem with religion or nationality (except for that country in SA), but what a difference is to live in a house where Jesus lives...
it's Purim parade at school today, and they were dressed up as snow white (of course) and spiderman. they look really cute - though it was hard to get pictures of them.
i'm in a really bad mood now, i'm hungry, it's raining and i just wanna go to Texas.

Snow White & Spiderman - Purim Parade