F&^*%$#G Tuesday 13th

Oh God...
I just cant take this any more! (but i'm writing very calmly, you should see me).
Ryan screamed since 6am til 7.15

I DONT WANT MOMMY TO GO TO WORK

she left and Ryan kept screaming like a madman. I couldnt even hold him coz he was hysterical about his mommy going to work (he's having issues now that his mommy is never gonna come back). she comes back around 7pm or so...
but for some reason today he was hysterical about it.
I have no voice today. I lost my voice (if you find it, please tell her to come back. I miss it).
So I held his hand, took him upstairs, got him in the shower and open the water.
I was nice coz I gave him a warm shower. It's too cold for cold water...
5 minutes later Ryan was sleeping in his bed.

I wonder, why do parents keep their kids up at 7am?
why is that so hard for them to put them back in their beds, or just tell them to stay in their rooms till x time? then they say... oh... they're tired.

They just woke up (8.15am) and Ryan is completely fine. He is smiling and being his normal happy boy.
anyway, you all have a great day. Martes 13 sucks in South America... why wouldnt it in the US?